butterfly106

 My mum used to be a roller derby rock star, I used to go to her games when I was little, she looked so big to me when she was out there. It was her world, her happiness. Of course her team lost every game but I loved going anyway. My mother would start shining and spinning and changing. If you stare at a star too long it starts to move and change and  then it would disappear altogether that's what my mother was like. I saw her in the way my little sister switched off the light. I saw her when my little sister smiled at me. I saw her every single day through my little sisters eyes. I saw her once again in the old boxes in the attic her r